With my family and friends I am always smiling, always cheering someone up. But sometimes I don’t feel like smiling rather than faking a smile, I don’t feel like talking to anyone instead i get into my shell. People don’t understand and they keep asking me what’s wrong ? It’s not always sunshines and rainbows inside of my head you know, I fight my own battles too, my own demons. I am an introvert person in the first place, I am a thinker not a talker, even if I am sad or angry or disappointed I will never say it, I will never show it and I believe that’s the problem, people get used to see the bright side of me, and not the other side that keeps me up at night.