when the mirror speaks, the reflection lies
still trying to figure out who i am

20th, 21st i dont know but that’s three people who kept on telling/reminding me of “D-Day”. First was CB, who went on leave for a whole month because of exams and the first thing she did when she came back was to sametime me in CAPS, no less..

CB: 9 MORE DAYS TO 21ST DECEMBER!! *inserts laughing emoticon*

Then on the same day that afternoon, JT sametimed me..

JT: Nia, 21st December next week.. hurry, go find an Ah Beng
JT: Eh sorry *Ah Bang not Ah Beng

I literally burst out laughing in front of my computer when JT said to find an Ah Beng before correcting herself.

And then, just today, while eating at Aunty Pantry..

Aunty C: Eh this Friday you coming to work not?
Me: This Friday? Op course! Why? Got holiday meh?
Aunty C: No lah, world want to end already mah, want to come to work for what?

….hahaha seriously Aunty.

i was eating my lunch at aunty pantry with S and Aunty C yesterday when i grumbled about Siti F coming back from her leave this coming Thursday. i forgot what i said in between but i did ended my sentence with a “im gonna die”.

and right at that moment, the plastic spoon that S was using broke into half. S and Aunty C immediately went “ah see see! not good not good!” and both tried to, well, touch wood, because i mentioned the word “die” and right on cue, the plastic spoon broke.

i dont know what to say really. maybe that’s why my right eye kept twitching too. they say when a woman’s right eye twitches, something bad’s gonna happen. i mean, i dont want to read too much into it, but if i die, then i die. there’s nothing i can do about it. on the brightside, at least it means i dont have to see the faces i dont want to see ever again- including my own.

some asshole at work sure is getting on my last nerve. shit happened again after work ended today. fucking retard. her mouth needs a serious cleansing with acid.

cant wait to hear what juicy complaints she has to tell the boss during my absence today/tmr. afterall, its not the first time shes made me look like im a bad employee.

oh how i wished tattoos were ‘allowed’. once upon a time, i was tempted. just wasnt brave enough to defy the rules. and the thought of being on my deathbed and yeah..

i think too much.

staypozitive:

i had to pin this because it’s just that good

gonna try and do this. cant wait for 2013 already