"This is life - people will screw you over. You'll fight with your family. You'll witness things that will change you forever. You'll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You'll lose best friends you thought would always be there. Yo5'll come to realize that everyone has a past. You'll cry, you'll laugh, and you'll embarrass yourself. But then, you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and no one should want to change you, including yourself."
just read news that one of my favourite local actor just passed away. the news hit me very hard to be honest. i love that guy. one of the best actors singapore could ever asked for. the best. i will definitely miss seeing him on all those channel 8 dramas.
i actually enjoyed their concert way much more than i did during big bang’s concert. surprise surprise. but everything about bluemoon was awesome. and minhyuk was so sflhasdlkfhaslkdfh cant wait for them to hit singapore again.
yesterday night, amidst all the mixed emotions built up throughout the week, i had typed this full-blown rant on a particular colleague who pretty much was the cause of it.
crazy heavy workload caused me to stress out like never before along with that same colleague who was supposed to share my load but didnt. needless to say, it led me to a breakdown at work itself. i failed at staying strong this time and actually lost faith. guess i was just too overwhelmed.
anyway, i had meant to publish that rant (and backdate it as always), but then i read it again and it was super angsty and rude so… that should never see the light of day ever.
march… was definitely one of the worst months so far. january was amazing. february was a little wobbly. but march was the worst. and now, it’s brought itself into april. first week of april has been pure torture so to speak, worst, i was nursing a sore throat and the on-off flu. and as if to top an already bad week/month, my self esteem took another very very very bad hit to the point i dont even want to go out and face the world.
it sucks. it really does. it”s only been 3+ months into 2013, but march/april was like a summary of the entire 2012. im kinda of scared to see what else the rest of this month, or year, has in store for me to be honest.